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no work. waiting for calls. coffee club. cepat lar kol. nangka jatoh lagi cepat. 29 cents in hi-card. how to survive. been solo-molo. yest went town. myself. hotel rendezvous to far east. den liat towers. back to wisma. freak. at home lecture. go out lecture. stoop. bored. want to go KL wif shikin. still waitin for green light. shucks. go sentosa on thurs. get my tan. take monorail. long time nvr go. my body's like lizard halfway. half tan. other half still so fair. don feel like updating. haf to. citot. kain lom angkat. dah mkn tak cuci. tak terdaya. malas. nak tdo. nak tdo. dayang dayang! mener korang? i want to be alone. alone. alone.
p/s. dat anonymous guy who used tag n freak me out. now would be a gd time to freak me again. yes, now. NOW!
im up early todae n guess wat?? din go to the interview yest at changi cargo complex. wanna try as data entry clerk. wadda hell is dat? key in data?? arrgghh. dunnoe lar. 2 daes at home n mum's buggin me. either i get a job soon or i'll haf to cook n do the housewerk. i'll rather choose the former, thank you. im too lazy to cook n mum's quite demanding on the housewerk. supposedly go sentosa todae. yani's off dae n our as-usual-nothin-to-do-dae. but last min tak jadi. nehmind lar. sum other dae can. go sentosa coz wanna take monorail ride only. how many rides can a person take in a dae? mepek sey kiter. pegi jauh2 pasal nak naik monorail. abeh tanak masok air. pe`el sey sesatu. so xchanged the sentosa trip to sumthin else which is to.....watch EYE 2! the good thing is dat its SPONSORED by none other than our dearest YANI!! tak bleh sabar!! wee!! mcm dier tau gitu yg kiter tngh pokai!!
goooood mooorrnnneeng peeeeee-ple!!! sheesh...dats a long one..yessar! im up in de early morn. n no, not to skool. apa mau skolah2 ni semuer??!! hehehe..no offens eh siti :P im here at werk of course. n guess wat pple? guess wat?! im de receptionist for the dae. k lar, not for the dae but half dae. been pickin calls since...hmm..since dis morning. im werkin solo, beb. solo-molo. crappiness.
im not a human. im a machine. tape recorder be a good one. im repeating the same lines over n over n over n over again. im a machine. din i jus sae it juz now. some stuff r jus worth repeating. lucky thing, i can use the comp. eh, i don can use the comp for leisure use but i don think this is under leisure rite? dis is impt biz. rite, zahra~~dats coz nobody's supervising me!!! i shuld the switchboard to mute. so i don haf to pick up any calls. let dis company go haywire for half a dae. no harm rite. onli half a dae wat! the other admin grls could settle those probs. *evil grins* the other pple's blogs been keepin me company. esp liked the entry bout alfian sa`at from uh..uh..i-fergot-where. k watever. oooouuh...i've got mail.*make sounds like robot "u've got mail!"*. todae's mail veri little. gd!! less things to sort out. i shuld end rite abt here. im jus blurtin out more shyte coz nobody's here to entertain me. ~~tok to me. tell me ur name...~~~ i feel lame. lame is me.
been sick since last fri nite. hate it when im sick. was down wif food poisoning. went to the clinic yest morn only to be asked by the doctor if i was pregnant. almost said yes coz my mind wasnt functioning dat well. luckily, my mom was in the room coz im too lazy to talk to the doctor. remind me to not eat at lucky plaza.
so i slept like a baby for the whole of yest. din even bother to check my postings. mom woke me up n asked for my password. god! my mom is one computer illitrate! she wanted to check my postings thru msn. how dumb! so, grogily i woke up juz to instruct her to get to internet explorer. n as always, she askin tonnes of qns. gosh! she havent even connect to the net. by the time she checked for my postings i knew wat course i was posted...all thanks to ruzanna!! she's one helluva enthusiatic freak. so she checked for me. guess wat?!! we got into NURSING!! yes, NURSING!! surprisingly/fatedly/coincidentally or watever it is, all 4 of us (geng sengket) got into nursing. sigh! like wat ruz said, even moe doesn't want us to be separated. hahaha! gosh!! nursing was my 5th choice n its yani's 2nd n shikin's 7th choice(i think). onli ruz chose it to be her 1st choice. i was already preparing myself to part wif 'em but dis had to happen. watever it is, i noe i haf to start anew n not let my past attitude get the best of me. new challenges ahead of me wif more competition. so here's a start to the new challenge. BRING IT ON, baby!!
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ruz!! kau nak tau aper? nak tau?!?! hehe. aku nampak fadhil tadi. baru tadi kat wanson's. abeh aku raser 'slengerified' coz aku tak ckp 'hi' kat dier. padahalkan kiter duer nampak each other at the corner of our eyes. abeh duer2 tanak tegur plak tu. dah nampak lepas tu cepat2 kluar. sleng kan kiter duer!! aku raser sleng utk diri aku. lamer sey tak nampak the MI peeps. tadi nampak dier mcm ter-excited skejap. skejap jer.
weilow!! im goin off soon, bebehs. to redang dat is. my coach leaving at ard 9 n im gonna reach terengganu 2moro morning. im still packing. cant seem to figure out wat to bring n wat not to bring. i lost the touch of packin my bags for those campin/overnight trips. sooo...i gez dis wld be my last entry b4 i leave. gonna miss myself. gonna miss you guys esp. "you", yes "you". n yar guys, remember to miss me too, aite :p. ~~~all my bags are packed(halfway), im ready to go....~~~~
im back wif my updates!! n im at work rite now. since my 'boss' not here, might as well take this opportunity to update. i so feel like a criminal. haf to be wary of my sorroundings. in case dat laydee appear out of nowhere. i think im working as an admin assistant. dat will be my so-called post for 3 daes.
todae's been quite a hectic dae. n alas, i got my own desk. yesterdae got no desk. werk at the lobby with the receptionist. k whatever. yesterdae had to sort out letters n open up those letters, even those private n confidential ones. hiahaha. my 'boss' is such a bugger. ask me to call up SPH for the advertisement. gosh, i've onli been here for like wat, 2 DAES!! lesser than dat ar. SPH was quite fine. they charge the ad quite high so dis freaking laydee don quite agree. so asked me(again?) to call up another company, JMedia international. im tellin u, i dun noe how many freaking times i've called dat place. the receptionist there even noe me. the moment i call up, her voice will suddenly change. im such a bugger. all thanks to dat bugger of a 'boss'. besides dat, she refuse to open her internet fax n ask me to go down to the lobby to get the fax printed out by the receptionist. my desk is at level 2, mind u. countless times i went up n down. anwhoos, i get to play ard wif the photocopy machine. yay!! so many copies i printed out coz there's dis indent form dat im supposed to do n i made tonnes of teeny errors. k..k really hafta go. she wants me to help the receptionist out. im outta here. [edited]im an official certified nuisance caller to JMedia. someone pass me the certificate, pls.[/edited]
brrrr! so cold in the morn and i was awaken by mom at 9.30 on de dot. n u noe wat? her office called and told me to start werk todae. yes, todae! she asked her office yesterdae n now i hafta report for werk. short notice, aye. so gonna report to werk wif her in de afternoon. doing half-dae todae. updates on de first dae will be up tonite.
gonna make dis a very long entry. be prepared pple, be very prepared..
see the time...look at it..n guess wat? i've not had my bathe yet. hehehe. woke up at ard 12. den slack ard. watch teewee, read newspapers n chatted wif ruzzie. i haven had my lunch yet oso. don bother asking bout breakfast. slack sia fart. pple in sch studying, me here still under covers. ;p guess wat pple??!! i might be getting a job at my mum's workplace. pestered her to get me a job there. i think its gonna be 50 bucks per dae. office hours dat is. job scope?? hmmm...i guess i'll be doing filing, making calls, doing the faxes n checking those invoices, i guess. wow weeee!!! cant wait to start!! show me the money!!! i should be starting mid nxt week, after my hoildaes.. i din mention bout my holidaes did i? i'll be goin wif my famili minus my sis. she has skool. 2 other families tagging along. gonna be fun i guess. but im not dat excited. i din even noe the trip's gonna be dis fri. goin to redang island a.k.a pulau redang. its gonna be a....i dun noe how many days, how many nights trip..i'll be back in s'pore by wed morning, so go figure pple. dang! i cant do my proper tanning there coz no. 1 im goin wif my famili[not wif my frens] n no. 2 i dun haf the suit. double dang! all i noe, im doin tonnes of snokellin ard coz i've been there before under sch excursion. gotta start packing. while im there, i guess i'll be stuffing myself wif food. gonna finish up all the food there. gotta put in those extra pounds. mum said i've gain weight...weee!! isnt dat good. n since im there, i've gotta do my shopping. on the main land dat is. plus there is the great m'sian sale. though not goin to the major shoppin centres, im still gonna bargain my way at the central market till i go bonkers. shoppin?? reminds me of last sat. i THINK my famili went shopping. i got myself 2 short sleeve tee n 1 long sleeve tee. all from zara. my boutique, dat is. hahaha. yeah rite. tot dat im using my mum's money, skali she passed me my card. wasted. n u noe wat?? i think im gonna be a zara addict or sumthing. last week, i went there for like 4 times. gosh. den yesterdae, went zara[wisma] n got myself another tee. double gosh. nvr got so many tees to buy at one go. plus, zara's stuffs are cheap..kk, make dat affordable. at least i think its cheaper den mango. zara's apparels fit me. i mean its length of course. mum has been bugging me to buy tees dat r long enuff coz most of my tees r short. either dat or im growing taller. i think its the latter. gonna get dat pair of capris from there oso. n dat corporate pants. my entry's getting longer n i as usual forgot wat i want to include in this entry. so, adios amigos. i can hear my stomach playing the drums. eh now, the guitars. gosh, the gig in my stomach has started. they're starting to bodysurf. cant miss it for the world. [edited]now its 4.40 n its raining since...since i open my eyes. n yes, i've bathed oredi. if there's anibodi who's sweet-smellin, i guess dat shuld be me. hahaha. however, the gig in my stomach is at its climax!! if i'd known better, i should haf fasted todae.[/edited]
he loves me,
he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me..... plucking out the petals from the rose i got from yani on mondae. actually the rose was picked out by me, onli dat i paid for hers n she paid for mine. the rose is very much still alive except for dat one or two petals dats coming off. so, since my tangan ni gratil semacam, im plucking off each and every one of the poor petals. dun get me wrong, im not in love/liking wif anibodie. few more petals to go...lepas tu bleh buat utk mandi bunga he loves me not,
rain, rain , go away
come again another dae lil children want to play rain, rain, go away... is the lyrics the rite one. i jus shoot it out. been raining since...hmm...since..i dun noe. im supposed to accompany shikin for the job appt. but the rain comes ferst so gotta cancel all mua plans for the dae. aneway, i felt like sleepin in todae. not realli in de mood to go out. this is bad. i nvr quite like sleepin in de afternoon. i woke up at 12.30 just now. record of my life man. now feels like sleeping again. feels like my life is such a waste. hahaha..rite. either dat, or i revise my nursery rhymes. hahaha..at least im doin sumthing good for myself. or so i tot...
miss me anibodie?? i noe u guys miss me. c'mon admit. c'mon...im waiting~~..yeah..there you've said those words out. ahakz!! gasak kau lah, fart.
k..k. back to my updates. got a long rest, away from the blogging world. ferst of all, my cpu went M.I.A. went for a face lift, u dopes. even computers need dat, u noe. ok..ok, at least i think mine does. so i was totally bored for the last few weeks[i guess]. the comp was my life, my soul, my onli source of muziq[cheh..ckp mcm yer-yer jer]. now dat my baby's back from surgery[haha!], i can, alas, update. but this thing's on the road to recovery, so it took me bout 10 times to try to log in to the damn pitas. naseb baik lah, aku ader mood utk update. abeh peminat2 aku pon tak leh sabar. suker ar aku nak update ker tak. korang aper susah. kalau aku tak update tu, pegilah blog lain. hahaha..hoi! gurau jer..jgn malu utk flood-kan tu tagboard eh? buat mcm tagboard sendiri. i was actually kinda pissed upon the start of this entry but i guess making a fool of myself kinda cooled down this temper. hmmm...wonder if dis is sum kind of therapy. *wondering wonderong* anewhoos, my sis been using the comp at MY peak hours. n i can ONLI use the comp at ard 0045. zis is ztoopid. many pple hafta log off at 0100. like WTF. i can onli chat wif them for like 15 mins. freaking shite! can ask her bf call her hp rite!! dun hafta meet online, bodoh! aku nak pakai!! so to those whom i onli chat for 15 mins, sorri eh. pardon dat FREAKIN sis of mine. she still doesnt recognise time yet. moving on..i've realised dat todae[i mean yesterdae] is/was THE DAE to register for dat JAE. me? i've submitted my choices on mon. took tonnes of biz/mgt courses. biz studies, biz mgt, biz/logistics n yada yada thingie, sports n wellness mgt, hospitality n tourism mgt n more. gosh! im gonna be a biz freak. zis is zcary! as usual, i always lost my trail of tots. im supposed to type sumthing out but i forgot[again??!! yes, again!]. boy, my memory gettin worse. not forgetting my language. its gettin more n more haprak by the dae. gosh!
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