so where was i all dis while?? find jobs, of course. freaking shit ah. damn was it hard to find a decent one with decent pay. first i look up every morn was to see the ads in classified. make calls here. make calls there. tiring noe. think i'll become a telephone operator or telemarketer. at least im paid to make calls. after making calls, den out i go. usually town lah. dats where most of the HQ are.

i come wif home a thinner pocket. most of it spent on food. im tired. dun feel like getting a job. worse come to worse, i become a street surveyor or a librarian. not sure how much im gonna be paid for surveyor but i noe its $4/hr for the librarian job. at least got some money. coz i haf to go back to sch(if im accepted in CI, dat is).

though i dun like the idea of me skoolin again, dat would at least get me into shape. havent started running since....hhmmmm...dunnoe when lah. maybe by then my face would be ok. den can bcome model. hahaha. dream on fart.

yest was my facial session. pain sia. ey, aper ingat muker org tak sakit ker? dah sakit tu satu hal, muker aku merah after it. nasib baik bukan mcm the first tyme i went there. tu lagi teruk. muker aku mcm kener sengat lebah. OI! kesian lah muker aku ni!! told dat laydee dat i wanted to pay instalments 4x$125. she pinned for me $500 straight away(in fact, its $520. GST!!). blur me didnt even realise it till she said it again at the end of my session. den haf to buy the damn products. cost me another 200++ bucks. terkencet aku bayar. nasib baik tu aku nyer card. kalau mak aku nyer card, habis aku. mati kering!!

anyway dat was for 10 sessions, mind you. plus i got 1 more session FREE!! weee!! dat treatment cost $250 per session. hope my face gets better.

dis is for the good of me. ingatkan, jadi model tak payah pakai duit. skali, aku ditipu lagi.last thurs went to singapore shopping centre wif GENG SENGKET. ruz wanted to try out the malay bridal model thingie. the 3 of us juz tagged along at first. i was thinking dat since my face was haprak, there's no point applying. den turned out the place for the malay bridal wasn't really a bridal shop. it was a modelling agency. ruz sign up. of course. my hand at dat tyme was really itchy. felt like wanna sign up samer-samer gitu. n despite the huge PIMPLE on my cheek, i went to ask for the form.

filling up the form was ok. but the waiting part....waduh!! peh lamer. tunggu buah nangka jatoh tergolek lagi cepat ar. den we were called in. both of us lar. togetha-getha. she went on saying dat they are actually doing advertisements, corporate video, bridals n yada yada yada. u get the idea.

dat was fine. den she said we had be in their portfolio. have to take pics lar, wat she meant. its almost the same as makeover. den she said dat we have to pay. pay = ka-ching($$) = dis we don haf!! layu seh kiter seketiker. we haf to pay $163 coz $35 of it is for fake eyelash n the the touch up thingie. like WTF!! look at mine n ruz's lashes. isnt it long enuf. all u guys have to do is curl it up a lil bit n put mascara. DATS ALL!!

she said we haf to upfornt 50 bucks. like duh, we don haf dat much dat tyme. den she said juz pay 10 bucks first. the rest pay at our own timing until 100 bucks baru bleh ambik gambar.

actually the payment is to copyright us jer. so nobody will use our faces without our acknowledgement. to flatter me more, she told me i got sharp features. hahaha. bangga aku seketiker. kembang aku!

dat was all during the last few daes. todae, went to shikin's hse. OPEN HOUSE katerkan. kiter ni sebok-sebokkan diri utk mkn lah. kalau ader makanan, di situlah ader aku. she's goin off 2moro. to brunei. damn, think im gonna miss her loads. she's the one who would crap wif me till i go to sleep. we haf dis standard timing to put down the fon at 2. den sleep. gonna find someone to call up to crap ard till she comes back on the 27th. cukup lamer tu.

k lah. think dats all i think i will update for now. as usual, dun xpect me to update this thigie everydae. onli now n then. im outz....ciaoz!